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11th-Aug-2029 01:15 am - locked
BEWARE! You may find gheiness, violence, suicidal thoughts, happiness excess, fangirlism and geek content.


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Ok so, to begin with, I'm really happy that I have new LJ friends <3 I'm glad I got to know moonshoesque and fitnesslove, because they have, like me, PCOS. Months ago, when I was diagnosed, I was really concerned and distressed. Now I feel better, thanks to the support of my family, boyfriend and friends.

Secondly, I've got an account in Google+, thanks to jakobdrud. I like it, it's more dynamic (?) than facebook, and simpler. Let me know if you want invites.

As for my emotional status, lately I've been more possessive and jealous with my boyfriend than usual. I'll write more about this later.
swimmer
8th-Mar-2011 01:15 pm - recorded butterflies
Le exijo demasiado a las personas. Siempre espero cosas y me termino decpecionando, todo el tiempo. Al parecer no aprendo la lección.
En realidad creo que es normal, es decir, pretendo obtener lo mismo que yo estoy dispuesta a ofrecer, un intercambio justo. Pero los demás siempre salen ganando, ya que casi nunca se me da esto de la reciprocidad.
Al final, uno sólamente cuenta con sí mismo, lo cual es lo más difícil de asimilar para un ser humano.
kimiwapet
5th-Mar-2011 12:52 am - Slowly we unfurl as lotus flowers
Being happy thanks to
Radiohead - The King Of Limbs Pictures, Images and Photos
flowers
16th-Sep-2010 11:57 pm - Ojalá
Ojalá que las hojas no te toquen el cuerpo cuando caigan
Para que no las puedas convertir en cristal.
Ojalá que la lluvia deje de ser milagro que baja por tu cuerpo.
Ojalá que la luna pueda salir sin ti.
Ojalá que la tierra no te bese los pasos.

Ojalá se te acabe la mirada constante,
La palabra precisa, la sonrisa perfecta.
Ojalá pase algo que te borre de pronto:
Una luz cegadora, un disparo de nieve.
Ojalá por lo menos que me lleve la muerte,
Para no verte tanto, para no verte siempre
En todos los segundos, en todas las visiones:
Ojalá que no pueda tocarte ni en canciones

Ojalá que la aurora no de gritos que caigan en mi espalda.
Ojalá que tu nombre se le olvide a esa voz.
Ojalá las paredes no retengan tu ruido de camino cansado.
Ojalá que el deseo se vaya tras de ti,
A tu viejo gobierno de difuntos y flores.

Ojalá se te acabe la mirada constante,
La palabra precisa, la sonrisa perfecta.
Ojalá pase algo que te borre de pronto:
Una luz cegadora, un disparo de nieve.
Ojalá por lo menos que me lleve la muerte,
Para no verte tanto, para no verte siempre
En todos los segundos, en todas las visiones:
Ojalá que no pueda tocarte ni en canciones.

Ojalá pase algo que te borre de pronto:
Una luz cegadora, un disparo de nieve.
Ojalá por lo menos que me lleve la muerte,
Para no verte tanto, para no verte siempre
En todos los segundos, en todas las visiones:
Ojalá que no pueda tocarte ni en canciones.
Silvio Rodríguez
swimmer
14th-Aug-2010 05:43 pm - bodysnatchers
The doctor said I need another blood test because she wants to know if my suprarenal glands are causing my overproduction of progesterone. I was soo frustrated, I have to wait another month to start the treatment because this test can only be done during the first days of my menstrual cycle. Bleh. Besides, this person whom I sent their a text explaining the situation never answered, and I really needed some encouraging words.
She also said that right now she can't tell whether I'm fertile or not.
I don't want to spend Saturday at home, but I have no choice. My friends are all busy/sick/depressed and my boyfriend is tired from working. Guess this will be another geeky-gamer afternoon.
akuma
12th-Aug-2010 07:35 pm - raindrops in your eyes
Guess it was time to try to revive this, moreover, I'm feeling awkwardly enough to write.

Today it rained the whole day. I slept until noon, when a text from my bf woke me up. We went to the city centre to buy a slider for his guitar, they didn't have it so he ended up buying a cable.
This week was pretty good, I had 3 days off school, there's just Friday left. And tomorrow is when I'm finally seeing my doctor because of the cysts in my ovaries. She also has to check the results of my blood tests and I hope she tells me if I'm fertile or not...
Oh, new SCANDAL album, TEMPTATION BOX is out! I'm listening to it nonstop.
england
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